This year has really been a rough one for us, its been trial after trial and just when we think everything will be good for a while its back to where we started. Yesterday we found out that our landlord has put our little house up for sale, so now we are back to looking for a new place when we just made this place a home. It was just at that moment when things finally looked a little better, I’ve been trying to smile through all the hardships this year, but man! this one was just a little bit too much to bear. All the stress caused me to have severe stomach pains last night, I actually thought I might go into early labour! I had pain until the early morning and started feeling better when I lay on the floor for a bit. Even though I’m still really depressed about everything, I’m feeling a bit better today. Extremely exhausted and depressed, but at least no signs of labour. I trust in Gods plan, but I just wish things would look a little better for once. It feels like everything went completely wrong for us as soon as we got back to South Africa. Maybe its God’s way of telling us we shouldn’t be here, or just testing us. I guess we will see what the plan is eventually.
So before we have to leave I decided to give a little glimpse into our little unfinished nursery for baby A. We decided to do a gender neutral woodland themed nursery with a little more foxes around than necessary, because of the one night we were walking home in Dublin and as we were talking/ ranting about how much we didn’t want to go back to South Africa we saw a fox. It was one of those moments where everything felt calm, and we later found out that’s about the time baby A was conceived. Baby A reminds us of that fox and how calm we felt in that moment, our little Irish baby. Lets take a look into the nursery. Shall we?
^^ we wanted to make this room magical for baby A with fairy lights draped above the crib, I was waiting for Carl to drape it a bit more than my quick slap dash job here.
^^ This little chest of drawers was the best find this year. I found it for really cheap online, painted it a light green (it looks blue in this photo) and spray painted the knobs gold. If you look to the left you can see my home birth vomit bucket. 😛 I was still up in the air about painting the ceiling white, I really wanted to, but the little tree house feel made me want to keep it as is.
^^ We put up this shelf to hang some cute little clothes and have some knick- knacks displayed. Some of the extra drawings I did on the changing mat.
^^ I wanted a nursing chair that could be moved around the house easily later on and this one is not only comfy, but meets all the other criteria. I spray painted the legs gold. Carl and I also made the little yellow monster and arm knitted the blanket.
^^ Added a bit of boho to the room with this handmade hanging thing. I also hand painted the clouds on the walls, to give a touch of whimsy.
^^ I ordered these crib sheets from amazon and I just love it! They come in a set of two and its just beautiful! Also featured, bunny wearing his neckerchief drool bibs I sewed.
^^ I was only going to make a 1 tier woodland themed mobile, but Carl convinced me to make a two tier one. I’m really glad he convinced me, I had a lot of fun making these little guys and I just love the hedgehog.
^^ This buck head was one of the first things we got for the baby’s room, I spray painted the horns gold to make it look a bit friendlier.
^^ I really wanted a bookshelf up in the baby’s room, but because we don’t have an IKEA here, just buying one wasn’t an option. We made a plan and found this piece of wood that made a perfect book rack. Ordered most of the books from amazon.
^^ I painted three sleeping watercolour woodland animals, forgot what a deer looks like and now my deer looks more like a hyena than a deer. I still like them.
^^ Little fox hooded towel.
^^ I crocheted two of these granny square blankets, one for a boy and one for a girl. This one is for a girl and is in the colours of the northern lights and the one for a boy is in the moses basket in our room. I ripped out some stuffing to make this cute little bear rug.
^^ Things we still wanted to do was put a garden gnome in that empty spot on the right with two soft mushroom stools, paint the ceiling white and add a little more bits and pieces. This room brings me great joy, I wanted our baby to have a magical place to play and to grow, where imagination could run wild. I just love this room.