Seasons of life

I don’t know what it is about this pandemic, but it really feels like I’ve lost 2 years of my life. I know I’ve lived it, but I’m just not sure where those 2 years have gone? It’s like I blinked and it’s been 2 years, so much has happened, but at the same time it feels like nothing has happened.

It just all went by so quickly and it doesn’t really feel like things have progressed. Yes, I had a baby, but somehow my baby is already 10 months?!

I’m hoping things will get back to normal sooner rather than later, all these variants make things just feel like it’s going backwards.

With all the time we’ve been having at home you think my windows would be clean and the apartment would be spotless, but the truth is I’m drowning in all the chores. haha, having two kids and husband around the whole time means, the apartment is a constant state of a mess. The more I clean the messier it gets. Some nights I clean until midnight. The laundry is never ending, the dirty fingers on the windows never disappear, but I have a full heart and the cutest little boys around.

Last year this time I was in a complete panic worrying about everything, wondering why nothing was looking up, we were struggling financially, had a baby on the way and birth at a Polish hospital seemed daunting, but now it’s just a bad memory, life has seasons of change that help you grow and flourish. Today I’m grateful for my family and our life together, I wouldn’t trade it for anything.